MY TEENAGE LOVE LIFE :)

My first crush was when i was in primary school. Started from primary 4 till the end of primary 6. -.-

My first love was undefined as i was too young to know what is the true meaning of love.

My first boyfriend was in form 1. Never had feelings for him.

my worst attitude is i'm can have crushes in a nick of time. As long as he’s tall, cute, handsome. I would definitely have a crush on him. i know right. -____-"

My first kiss went a little like this muahh. HAHA that happened  when i was in form 2 with a guy i seriously admired. He was my boyfriend at the time.

The crazy thing about teenage love of mine is me and my friends put on a bet, who got the most boyfriends in one time wins. Stupid right? Bit*h. Fooling around with feelings.  Adohhehh.  Dah dikpun kenak bok tauk gne rasa nya -.-

Since that my love life turns upside down. It never last long. Kesian saya. Mala jak sedeh2 ku tok. My relationship only last for months. I need my mr.brightside. Until . .

2010 is the BEST year ever.  19.12.2009 is the first time we met. We were getting even closer without noticing it. I had a huge crush on him. Everything went smoothly. But again, -.- we were ON OFF couple for about 3 months after 6 months been together. HUHU. -.- tapi takpa kan. Saya sayang dia ba. SAYANG SAMPAI SEKARANG. I did hate him sometimes but i love him even more. He’s still text me tho.

I said i hate him but im excited when he text me even if the text only says ‘hye’. I said i don’t care but im jealous when he’s with other girls, taking photos too close with other girls. I said i don’t want him but i agreed whenever he ask me out and yet im still wants to go out with him. He’s my man. Only him i guess. Hee. MH. J i still using his name now. And peeps still knew me with our name attached together,  BETTYFIQA. It meant a lot to me actually. The memories i never forget.

I remember the time we used to talk on the phone for hours till both of us fell asleep. The way he said ‘kmk syg ktk aie’, the way he smiled to me, the way he’s trying to be funny, and i really really miss the part where he would sing to me EVERYNIGHT. “menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu, membuatku terdiam dan terpaku.. " TERCIPTA UNTUKKU by ungu. He used to sing that song to me. 363, he made that term out = KMK SAYANG KTK. Aren’t he’s just the sweetest? He was so sweet, but turns out there were some BITTER in him too.

btw, i went out with him this morning. HAHA. i love it. hee. :D

he's the reason why i'm still SINGLE. he still and always keeps the key to unlock my heart. 

i love you dude. :)